1. One random note: I customized my R greeting message. Feeling like a triumphant nerd today.
2. I moved to a suburban city in northern Illinois for the summer internship. At first I liked it, and I got sick of it soon after. I think I'll stay in the city at least until I have kids, or maybe even after that. It's not a decision to make by myself, but suburbs are BORING. The tax is slightly better though.
3. Work is work. Working at the current company is not completely spectacular, but it's not bad either. At least they don't keep me there too long. I think I'm willing to work a little harder and get a little more stressed out with more experience / possibly more money, at least for the first 5 years of my career. My ambition is not completely dead yet. Most importantly I want to do something meaningful.
4. Made a friend at the Airbnb I'm staying at. She's Colombian, gorgeous, and has the same age as I. She studies film! How cool is that! I just had my first dinner date with her. We tell each other we'll be best friends but nothing really clicked. I think she feels it too and it's a little sad, but I still think she's a fascinating person and I'll try more to connect with her. I think it's a little hard at first since we don't have much in common.
A lot has changed in the past month, and I don't have any other stories to share - I'm not excited about anything. I can't complain, but I'm not excited. I think it means that it's not the right life for me. I'm.. I'm bored. I feel like I've become a boring person. helpp
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